i hate coming home late after work to a dark house. hes snoring, hogging the bed, so i guess that i have to find somewhere else to lay my head. these labor pains have been killing me. thank God i have a doc appointment tomaro. he keeps asking me if i want to go to the hospital... i'd rather just lay in my own bed. i haven't been able to do much... bed rest they call it. all the while my head wants to nest. so much to do before its too late. then again, i guess its never too late. maybe they will give me something for the pain. i feel bad about ditching work, so i am hanging on as long as i can. although that's not much longer. tonight was easier on me than last, even thou i ended up staying later tonight. thou it was all in vain. one of those European nights. i don't get a lot of those, but tis the season. so i am weighing my pros and cons, and seeing if i can really afford to throw in the towel now. guess we'll just see what the doc says tomaro. it will be easier if she just made the decision for me.

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