Anuenue

I live for moments like these. I look forward to it all week long. I picked up the boys for a long weekend and 3 o'clock couldn't come soon enough. I admit, this isn't the way I had it planned out in my head, but its just the way that things are. Right now I have to go with the flow, and focus on them. The past is the past, bygones be bygones. I can only improve the way things are right now. Do I think he was wrong? Of course I do. But it takes two to tango right. Everyday is a new day, with no mistakes in it. God promises new and wonderful things. A beautiful rainbow today is just another symbol of God keeping his promises. He never said that this life would be easy... but He did say it would be worth it. Every moment we share is priceless and I will take what I can get. It wont always be this way, but for now, this is the way its got to be. I've got to deal with things now, the way they are, and count my blessings. I could complain nonstop about how unfair and wrong this all is. The truth is thou, things could be a whole lot worse. They could be kept from me all together. They could be lost in the system, and unreachable. But I'm making memories and contributing to the men these boys will become. I still get to kiss them goodnight, and help them with their homework. The only difference now is someone else shares the load. I know that God has a plan in all of this, and I trust in that and wait on his promise. Because unlike people, God always keeps his promise.

"Never again will I destroy the world with a flood.

I make this covenent with you and all the creatures.

From this day on,
there will always come a time for planting,
and a time for gathering up what was planted.

Day will always follow night,

the warm days of summer

will always follow

the cold and snow of winter

as long as the earth shall be.

Gen. 8:20 ~ 9:17