Hapai

Keiki Wahine

cant come to the phone, leave a message

     Guess I'm not the only one who's busy. Or maybe we ran out of interesting things to say. I'm sitting in Starbucks, soaking up their free wifi as I wait for him to get off of work so we can have lunch. We had a rough day yesterday... I know because I made him feel left out. I cant help it since he had me my whole two days off. What was I suppose to do. I had to spend some time with my sister who was leaving for the weekend. He was too tired for any type of activity anyway.
     The night didn't go much smoother... I left to work without a good bye kiss because he was passed out. It wasn't a busy night at work and I was worried that I wouldn't make my quota. Left work early, and headed straight home. Got home to a sleeping husband. Funny, thats just how I left him.Thou I knew he stirred because there was evidence left on the desk. When I finally went to retire, the air was cold and unwelcoming... I took to the empty boys room instead.
     It was a cold and lonely night, but it would have been the same in the other room. So I set my alarm and rolled over. The morning light came before my alarm, and my stomach was solid from this baby laying in my belly all night long. I wont be able to sleep on my stomach much longer.
    I opened the door to my empty room to find he had left his love behind. Most people get post-its left on the computer screen or the bathroom mirror, my lover left huge 8x10s littered around the room. There was even one in the closet. I could feel his arms around me, even thou he wasnt here.
    Leaves me to where I am now... got a text from him asking to do lunch... Here I am waiting for him to tell me where... trying not to fill up on sugar and caffeine. 

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